Dreams
What makes a dream?
Or, more importantly - what makes a dream a reality?
How do we decide which dream to follow and which one to leave as a dream?
Dreams are so much a part of my life. They are what drive me to do different things, go different places. My dreams are what make me who I am. They are what sets me apart from my generation.
Sometimes I can't help but think of them as a curse. If it weren't for them I would have a normal life. When I measure my life against normalcy I feel like a failure. I see the normal things in life that I want to accomplish but haven't [my degree]. I see where my life is now, and the jobs I have had and I get discouraged.
So much of the time I feel like my struggle is between ministry and money. The jobs I want - don't pay; thus leaving me at square one. The jobs I don't want - do pay; thus helping me to make my dreams realities.
And now, I have just realized how totally vague this post is. But, I will post it anyways. Its the ramblings within my head without the details behind it all. Enjoy.
posted by She Rah Bowling Queen @ 4:31 AM
1 Comments:
At 11:18 PM,
Anonymous said…
yeah katy, i know what you mean. but on the other hand, i meet people who are my age and still in school and i think, "you're still doing that?" and it just seems like they have so much more to learn in the "life lessons" area that i almost feel sorry for them. but then i am a little envious at the same time because they are still in all that and they are going to (hopefully) get a good job doing what they love. but yeah...on the other hand, i think we have it so much better!:)
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