just too busy

Today I sat on the couch for 39 minutes. I sat there while all my family left for church. It was a glorious feeling really. After they left I sat for another 5 minutes trying to think of all the things I needed to get done, not one came to mind. I think my brain is fried, or my body, or both.

I think I might have slept for an hour last night. Not because I went to bed late, or even that I had to get up early. Quite the opposite. I just didn't sleep. Although, it seems I could fall alseep in an instant driving to and from work....why is that?

I have to work again this afternoon. I hope I don't have to work with my boss. He is driving me insane right now. Really and truly insane. He is just a very rude and fake person. I don't like working with him.

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My trip to Canada was amazing. I love those people dearly. Pip and Andrew Bain are the couple I want to model my marriage after. In the time that I was there I got to enjoy Kawartha Dairy Ice Cream 4 times, go to Ragged Falls for a picnic lunch, go for walks, hang out at the West G. Beach, go down the Zipline I helped build, eat at the Thai Food Restaurant, and best of all hang out with so many cool people. It weird to think that summer camp goes on even when I'm not there. This is the first summer I haven't worked there since going there 4 years ago.

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Tuesday is my day off - finally! Although, I am going to the doctors to see about a pain in my neck. I'm thinking about naming it after my manager at work! haha! Anyways...anytime there is something wrong with my body that just seems odd, or unexplainable...I figure it must be cancer. Yeah, so I think I have cancer in my neck. There was a time 4 years ago that I thought I had cancer in my brain. Now that was scary! Turned out to be an infection in my inner ear.

I need to go get ready for work.